Out of place.

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How to feel totally out of place in your own life:

Step 1 - Have a great life.

Step 2- Lose your dad unexpectedly.
Step 3 - Try to accept this change and try to go on with your life, although nothing will ever be the same again.
Step 4 - Repeat step 3, again, and again, and again.

I don't know if there's a step 5 yet.

What a bizarre, totally weird, weird, weird process to have to go through.

I won't recommend it.


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